Yesterday I decided that I wanted to make some changes and not hide away in my apt. and today I started doing just that. I went to this store called Jean Connection and returned a pair of jeans. The pair I am talking about is the pair Kidd got everyone for Christmas. I absolutely loved the ones he picked out but I have wanted a really dark pair that I could dress up and still keep it casual. The holidays are here and the last thing I am going to do is shop for me as much as I would like to. This was the perfect opportunity to finally get them. The sales girl was so sweet she was picking out all different types and shades. I know she was just being helpful but the truth is when I go shopping I like to keep to myself. I appreciated her efforts but I enjoy taking my time and trying on the same pair 3 different times. I do this with everything I buy to make sure I love it. I made a list today of everything I had already got people and what I needed to still get. My family was easy and I am just about done getting gifts for my lovely co-workers. I lack 2 people and I think I have finally made a decision. Over the break I am hoping to work somewhere part time but now that it is only days away and I would rather not work at all. HMMMM…what to do what to do?? I love the holidays because I get to see my family but then again I always see my family. On my mothers side we are pretty tight knit group and hang out tons but my dads side not so much. I love them but they are scattered all over the place. I haven’t seen most of them in a few years so it’s always a little awkward at first. Thankfully my 2 favorite people will be there to hang out with. Tanner my 20 year old brother and Tyler he is 15. I love them to pieces and we are more than kin we are all 3 friends. Don’t get me wrong we haven’t always been this way there has been some nasty knock down drag out fights but we have all grown up a little since those days. My relationship with Tanner is completely different than Tyler’s and I. Tanner is like the older wiser brother who is simple and honest sometimes he can be authoritative and boss us around but we just laugh. He is pretty country, loves to work out, extremely smart and will help anyone do anything. He doesn’t care what people think and I admire that. I remember one day he pulled up to the house in his truck with gym shorts, cowboy boots, an old t-shirt and camo hat. He’s not a country bumpkin so to speak but he really doesn’t care. Tyler he is sarcastic, sensitive and very creative. We talk about music and his views on life, not to be cheesy but he is 15 so it is really interesting to me to get his opinion. He is one of the funniest people I know he has this very monotone dry sense of humor that I just love. When the 3 of us get together it is the best feeling in the world. Tonight is Al’s birthday and we are all going to Primo’s at 6 this should make for a great evening. They make the best margaritas and Tuesday is half price which is always a great thing in my book!