Something I thought about while I was driving:
If you judge me as being a girl without depth and substance well then I don’t blame you. I take full responsibility for being guarded and allowing myself to take the easy blonde joke. I hate that about myself more than anything. If people don’t expect much from you then there isn’t much of a chance that you will disappoint them or disappoint yourself. I am afraid of being figured out yet I want people to know me. I came to the conclusion that I am extremely contradicting. I am an organized mess, responsibly irresponsible, an honest liar, predictably unpredictable, and an open book that only 1 person has read. I am terrified of judgment and fear rejection. I am ready to start opening up and express who it is that I am not what people perceive me to be. I have been so concerned with being relatable that I now more than anything want to shed that image me. I don’t know where I was going with all this but when I sat at my computer it’s what started to come out
posted by Taylor at 9:20 PM
14 Comments:
I Like What You Wrote. You Are In Everything You Said. You Are Not As Bad As I Thought You Were.
Congrats, Taylor...you're on the way to "finding yourself"--just as every 22 yr old should! You should be proud of yourself...(:
Good job on winning ''Radio dream job''!!
It's funny...as a male, I always thought that it was only *me* who had those thoughts. I have always seen girls as the ones with the confidence, the ones in control, the ones who put themselves out there for everyone to know. At least I'm not the only one.
Excellent thoughts. Sounds like the way I view myself.
Very good! Surprised it came from you. Your on a roll that I hope you con't on. Your fake laugh has calmed down also. Your doing better. Don't let me down.
You're one cool chic, I'm glad you won that contest and now you're part of the show. (love the sound of your voice)
I think you're putting too much pressure on yourself. You don't have to figure everything out all at once. Ya know?
You may not realize it, but you are trying to "find yourself." It takes most women longer, almost when they are hitting thirty and realize that they are not getting younger. So, I would say you are mature for your age.
You are great entertainment and don't ever consider yourself anything less than you really are, which is great. Don't worry about what others may or may not think...you will be dissapointed to realize that you cannot make everyone happy. It takes some people a lifetime to realize that.
Learn to love yourself for who you are, but yet don't stop growing as a person. You will be fine on your journey of life. You have already gotten far and will get even further.
Laura
lhernmk@yahoo.com
taylor, i'm so glad you're a part of the show now. you're NOT slow, stupid, or some other dumb . you're a great addition to my mornings, and i'm so glad you're working towards finding yourself!
keep it up :]
Can I just say that I think that you are adorable! Even if I didn't these people that call in and say rude things about you and J.C. are in my opinion judgmental idiots! They don't know you or J.C. Since when did the world come to this by the way, to be just down right MEAN??? They are the reason I have never once longed to be famous, it's just not worth it to me. You work hard at being great at your job and believe me you succeed. Please do not let the idiots bother you or change you, do just what you do, be YOU:)
I still think your whack!
So here's a thought for the next time you find yourself feeling this way...Every moment of every day we make voluntary choices of how we choose to live our life. If we act in Ego, then we act and react in anger, fear and self judgement. If we act in Love, then we act and react in love with desire and best intentions for everything and everyone in our lives. Choosing to live in Ego, causes us to run in circles, much like a dog chasing its tail, until we let go and rise above with a different outlook. However, when we live in love, we allow ourselves to live in peace, on our intended paths to fulfill the successes we are deserving of.
Opinions are a dime a dozen....very cheap. Don't let other people's opinions (based on limited knowledge about you, obviously) change you, embitter you, or affect you in any way. Likewise, positive opinions are addictive--don't "need" that outside affirmation to know who you truly are. You are a child of God, loved just as you are because He made you the way you are. Be a woman of honor, always true to yourself and your beliefs, even when they aren't popular.
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