I slept way too much this weekend! I know it sounds funny but I haven’t done that in so long and it felt great. Don’t get me wrong I went out with my friends but waking up early did not happen. In order to keep their life private I am taking out names when referring to any of my girlfriends or guy friends. I also told them I would say that. Saturday I called up my friend and we decided to go get mani/pedi’s because we have not done that in months. I never feel as insecure then when I go to the nail salon. The lady who did my fingers and toes looked at me and said “honey, you no have boyfriend?” I asked her what made her think that. She said as put exfoliant on my calves that it felt like I hadn’t shaved that day. Are you serious? It had only been 48 hours. Then she asked me about all my bruises and when I told her it was dance class she looked at me in disapproval. Then she asked my girlfriend if she was punched in the face? We were shocked when she said the reason she wanted to know was because she had dark circles under her eyes. I couldn’t help but laugh out loud because the lady wasn’t trying to be hateful and mean. It was more like she was just making some observations that weren’t necessarily the nicest to bring up. I always so ugly when I leave the salon and this time was definitely no different. I needed to return a dress at Nordstrom that has been sitting in the back by my bed for about a month. I bought it as a back up for a wedding but never wore it. I am trying to budget better and as much as I want to say I need it, I know I didn’t write that down as an expense under electricity. I hate it when someone walks in the door in front of you and then waits for a “thank you.” I always say it but to stare someone down until they do is stupid. If you only do it for that reason then don’t do it at all. I was walking into Nordstrom when this lady about 45 cut me off walking then when she opened the door ahead of me the said very loud “YOUR WELCOME!” I had not even reached the door yet. I was still walking through the 1st set. I was going to say it and because I thought it was so ridiculous I wasn’t even sure she was talking to me. Then she gave me a “once over death stare” and that’s when I knew. Hmmm…Apparently I am giving out bad vibes so I decided to take a deep breath and hopefully release positive energy. I thought it worked until 3 people cut me off. LOL
My gf and I went to the pool and tried to catch some sun even though it was blocked by a dark storm cloud. She and I were being completely stupid in the pool and decided to play all those old pool games like you do when you are much younger. I have to say regardless of how we looked, we had the best time. It only took 30 minutes of playing around before we were starving so we threw on our cover ups and headed straight to the sushi bar. I can’t seem to get enough edemame, and salmon sashimi. I tried to take a nap before we got ready to go out but that was not happening. We jumped in the showers and then my gal pal came back over so we could do our hair and make-up together. Not really together per say because she wanted ME to do her hair and make-up and pick out her clothes. I love doing this so I was excited about doing it. We turned up my stereo almost loud enough for the whole complex and danced around doing all the girly things girls do. When we got to the bar we headed straight up to the 3rd floor and that’s when I saw it. The greatest channel ever “the dance floor channel.” This camera was set up faocusing on the dance floor and we the patronscould watch from the 3rd floor and pick out the guys who had no clue and were clearly after one thing. When you have a group of girls together and although we didn't know each other it was fun to bond over that. Here's to you poppin your collar powder blue polo man and to the way you back it up on the drunkest chick you can find only to try and hook up with her later. Ladies it's time to stop this trend among tools.
Was I the only person to watch “How to turn a lemon into a battery?” on youtube? It’s fascinating! I went to the record store where I love to get lost. This place reminds me of Empire Records just a little more random. I unfortunately did not get any audio because before I could not grab my recorder before I tripped off the steps inside. When I got there the guy working was on his cell. I waited up by the new music until I could talk to him about a possible job. I heard him get off the phone and when I turned around I tripped down the 2 steps, rolled my ankle, and hit the counter. I caught myself before any real harm was done. That was after my ankle was throbbing and I succesfully knocked off all the band/concert flyers, band buttons, and of course those cool artsy postcards with random pictures of trendy walls on it. I immediately turned bright red and wanted to cuss, laugh and cry all at the same time. I am crossing my fingers they hire me to work once a week. I am even willing to sweep the floor. I know that might sound weird but his place never hires. It is what I consider a no pay VIP job. I love music so to work in some low key completely unique record store would be ideal. I love what I do and love being apart of the morning show so all I am hoping to do is a few hours of whatever they need. I was so happy on Sunday when the wrap party came around. Those who were involved got together and toasted over cake. I really loved the Tiffanys necklace Kellie gave to the girls. It is my first official piece of jewelry from the glam store. I love it!! Did I mention that?

After our show prep meeting I headed straight to the mall to find some last minute items such as a hoodie for our PCD video. I am on day 2 of protein only and as much water as I can drink. If it’s growling it means its working and by that I mean my stomach. I am so hungry and all I can think about is sweets. Yesterday I was out and about all day trying to keep my mind off my hunger. The mall wasn’t the biggest success because no one is selling black long sleeve hoodies. Shanon needed one and I told her I would go get it for her. Thankfully I realized I have 2 at home so problem solved and time to leave the mall. It is about 2:30 by this time so instead of taking that nap I was hoping to sneak in, I headed north to my old stomping grounds. I love to drive around sometimes just to find new places around town I have never seen before. I mentioned my old stomping grounds and that is the greatness of UNT. University of North Texas holds so many memories and looking back I don’t regret any of them. I had the whole experience from living in the gross dorms to joining Kappa. I was pretty involved up there with other organizations like Gamma which is Greeks Advocating the Mature Management of Alcohol.

Yesterday, I wanted to ask some students up there some trivia questions to test there knowledge of politics, pop culture, and beer pong. When I got there I realized they were in the middle of freshman orientation. Jackpot! I talked to new students and there parents about going off to school and there worries, what they will miss, and advice parents have given there kids. Then I went around to the different organizations that were set up outside of the coliseum. I noticed the girls were all pretty much dressed up and it made me smile because I was the same way at orientation. I think it took me 1 week of actual college life to adopt the uniform which is flip flops and t-shirt. I really appreciated now that I don’t go there all the different organizations that I never realized existed. There is this group called NORML and they are all about legalizing pot. I talked to the feminist group and listened to Natalia talk about the Vagina Monologues. The Christian sororities, the Jewish advocates, the student government, I mean there were so many. I think it’s really cool when people get involved. There are so many opportunities to stay connected and fit in. I respect that and feel like there is no way you can lose sight of what your trying to do in school and finding yourself as young adults. You have so many outlets to be creative and to surround yourself with people that you are comfortable opening up to.

I was taking the long walk across campus back to my car praying I didn’t have a ticket on it because I knew my meter had run out. One of my favorite memories was in Micro Economics my freshman year. My parents were out of town and my youngest brother Tyler was only 13. I had to watch him for a few days so I thought he would have loved to sit in on my class. I drove him up there and we sat in the back. The class had about 70 students so I didn’t think he would be noticed. I remember when it started he looked over at me and said what the heck is this class? I shrugged and said that I wasn’t sure yet but he should take notes. Tyler and I were so lost we took the notes I had him copy down and looked over them at lunch. It has been almost 4 years since that memory and I don’t think I could explain Micro Economics.

My moment of embarrassment was on Saturday night at gay bingo. It was a pajama party theme bingo night with Kellie hosting. Haven, Shanon, Keith, Josh, Patty, Kellie and I all sat together in one row with margaritas, pizza, and plenty of bingo cards. I have never played bingo before so I had to lean over every 3 seconds to ask Josh if I was marking it right. I loved playing bingo once I got the hang of it. This went on for about 3 hours before I decided to embarrass myself. The money raised went to charity and so did the $1000.00 donation from Haven to see Kellie, Shanon, and I perform a piece from our PCD dance. I was feeling pretty confident up until this point and thought we were ready to go. This was going to be a breeze I just knew it. When we realized we were going to have to dance in public I didn’t picture myself screwing up so bad. All I can do is laugh and pray I don’t suck this bad on Wednesday when we have to perform for the cameras. We have all worked so hard on this for the past few weeks and this week is our last. I loved this class more than any other workout I have ever done. I think we are relieved the video is almost over so we can all stop stressing but the class I am hoping will continue. I am dieting today until Wednesday. This is one of those quick fix diets that I would not categorize as healthy but it works. I am using my own version of sodium depletion. In most cases this diet follows an 8 week strict protein filled diet and a strict workout. I am using this following 5 weeks of descent eating and striper class. I know the results won’t be the same but it will be close enough to what I am trying to accomplish. That is to drop as much water weight before the day of the shoot. I will eat 1 can of tuna and a gallon of water the first day plus a full workout. The second day is ½ a can of tuna and 1 gallon of water the second day with a full out workout. The third day Wednesday is sips of water as needed. OMG I am going to be so lean I hope and probably starving. It’s a good thing I ate everything in sight yesterday. LOL
My week is filled up with PCD until Wednesday. Now it’s time to wake up and get it done. Wish me luck.

My excitement died down when I walked into the Warped Tour. 50 bands most of them are under the radar but still great. I was pretty pumped about going because The Used one of my favorite bands dropped off the tour. Apparently I was the only person there not to know this. I still had a great time but I was definitely bummed. Bert the lead singer is sick or was sick. I am not sure out of the 20 different stories which to believe. I am jumping up and down for pretty much every band such as Yellowcard, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Boys like Girls, and Bad Religion. Now 2 days later the bottoms of my feet are bruised and let me tell you it hurts! I was scarred during Yellowcard and I say scarred but mainly just nervous I was going to get pummeled. The lead singer decides to announce that he wants to see the biggest mosh pit ever. That was my cue to bolt and before I had the chance to escape I was stepped on repeatedly. After a great musical beating I left the show and met up with my mom and dad for dinner. It is about 8:00 when I get tot the restaurant and the only thing in my stomach was $24.00’s worth of MGD. I am famished but no worries the wait was only and hour and a half. Dinner was great though I love hanging with the moms and dad because there pretty great.

It must be something JC is putting out there because yesterday our lives were threatened. I may have exaggerated a little bit but when we were recording The Happy Couple this guy said he would “KILL JC!” JC, What the hell? Not everyone thinks it’s very funny because when we walked into a tattoo shop he had a few choice words when we told him it was a joke. He was clenching his jaw and mumbling about not taking his meds. That was my cue to exit. I handed JC the recorder because if the guy took it his chances are higher if he got it away from me. I know I am pretty strong but I couldn’t handle this particular guy. I apologized and laughed a very awkward laugh then turned around and walked outside. I pulled out my cell while JC handled it inside. I was ready to call Josh or I don’t know the cops even if necessary. When I was waiting outside it hit me. I should be inside so I can hear what was happening in case the guy tried to lie and say JC started it. It was like a bad movie montage going through my head of what could possibly happen. When I stepped towards the door to head back in another guy that was inside was guarding the door. He was about 5’4’’ and maybe 140lb soaking wet. This made me nervous but I figured JC could handle both. JC finally walked out and I was so relieved because I wasn’t wearing my fighting heels and it could have been messy.