This weekend will be talked about for years to come. It was great! I mean really it was an all girl weekend. Literally! (lol) Okay so maybe it wasn’t Mexico or Greece or any other really cool vacation destination, but it was an enjoyable one. I had drinks with Paria late Friday night and her pseudo “boyfriend” Jonathan. Although they are about to “break up” now that his “friend” Kyle is moving down here with him. We did have fun playing with her new camera and because we didn’t celebrate my birthday together on the 11th we celebrated right there at Café Izmar. It was right before we were about to call it a night the server brought a piece of heaven with 3 glasses of champagne. I was so excited that I insisted Paria sing Happy Birthday solo. The good friend that she is she stood up and sang with no regard or concern for anyone around. I love that!
Saturday played out a little differently but still equally fantastic. Paria and I went shopping in the afternoon, and then watched The Golden Falcons who are a local band play a show. The venue was unlike any other. It was called The Double Wide and it was actually a double wide trailer. I have never been there before but my friends know that I am not opposed to watching a great band play regardless of where it is. When she told me where the venue was I knew it was going to be a blast. To be honest I would have been really disappointed if it had not been a double wide. I hate places that are named something that they clearly are not ie: Hole in the Wall. It isn’t and so the name should be changed. I feel like it’s mocking an actual “hole in the wall bar”.
Sunday Funday was filled with ladies. Seriously! I had the best time with Shanon and her posse. I walked in to see Shanon with a kayak and a life jacket doing laps around the pool. It was so funny! She has become such a great friend to me and I love that we can go hang out and be completely silly. (silly: a great word that should come back)
I met so many of her friends and in most cases I tend to get shy in big crowds but it was very comfortable and totally chill. My girl weekend was worth every second. I think I am finally excepting my singlehood. I mean seriously! I have always had a boyfriend or a guy I am dating but now it’s time to be a little selfish and take some much needed ME time. I am 23 now and I feel like I am finally figuring myself out. I am able to really explore myself, my hobbies, my political views, and my religion. These are all things I never had a say in before now. These are some of the topics that are defining for me. I am able to express my true opinion and not what I have been born into. I am not even close to understanding it all but I am truly trying. I know my blog has been far from updated and the truth is I was having a hard time with judgment. I have been writing them just about everyday but having to monitor my blog causes me to have to read the comments. I know that not everyone will like me. I am okay with others opinions but the thing is it still hurts heart when I read that someone flat out thinks I am a horrible person. I have never had to deal with growing up publicly or constantly being criticized. I now understand that it’s part of the job. I am going to try harder at embracing that and not taking everything so personal. I love what I am able to do. I love working and opening up. Now it’s time for me to deal with negativity like I never have before. I’m sorry if this has grammatical errors or it seemed like a tangent but it’s my thoughts and I am just getting them out.
Love,
Tay
Saturday played out a little differently but still equally fantastic. Paria and I went shopping in the afternoon, and then watched The Golden Falcons who are a local band play a show. The venue was unlike any other. It was called The Double Wide and it was actually a double wide trailer. I have never been there before but my friends know that I am not opposed to watching a great band play regardless of where it is. When she told me where the venue was I knew it was going to be a blast. To be honest I would have been really disappointed if it had not been a double wide. I hate places that are named something that they clearly are not ie: Hole in the Wall. It isn’t and so the name should be changed. I feel like it’s mocking an actual “hole in the wall bar”.
Sunday Funday was filled with ladies. Seriously! I had the best time with Shanon and her posse. I walked in to see Shanon with a kayak and a life jacket doing laps around the pool. It was so funny! She has become such a great friend to me and I love that we can go hang out and be completely silly. (silly: a great word that should come back)
I met so many of her friends and in most cases I tend to get shy in big crowds but it was very comfortable and totally chill. My girl weekend was worth every second. I think I am finally excepting my singlehood. I mean seriously! I have always had a boyfriend or a guy I am dating but now it’s time to be a little selfish and take some much needed ME time. I am 23 now and I feel like I am finally figuring myself out. I am able to really explore myself, my hobbies, my political views, and my religion. These are all things I never had a say in before now. These are some of the topics that are defining for me. I am able to express my true opinion and not what I have been born into. I am not even close to understanding it all but I am truly trying. I know my blog has been far from updated and the truth is I was having a hard time with judgment. I have been writing them just about everyday but having to monitor my blog causes me to have to read the comments. I know that not everyone will like me. I am okay with others opinions but the thing is it still hurts heart when I read that someone flat out thinks I am a horrible person. I have never had to deal with growing up publicly or constantly being criticized. I now understand that it’s part of the job. I am going to try harder at embracing that and not taking everything so personal. I love what I am able to do. I love working and opening up. Now it’s time for me to deal with negativity like I never have before. I’m sorry if this has grammatical errors or it seemed like a tangent but it’s my thoughts and I am just getting them out.
Love,
Tay
posted by Taylor at 8:36 AM
15 Comments:
Taylor,
You don't worry about the Taylor haters! Keep doing what you do. There are a lot of people that do like you.
lickity split this weekend?
I love listening to you every morning! You're so cute and bubbly!!
I love teh dark hair by the way! Is it still dark?
Don't worry about going off on a tangent. It's good that you get these emotions out and express yourself. I can actually relate pretty well cause I am going through something similar. I went across the country to go to college two years ago, and in the process lost one of the best friends I ever had. The good thing though is I got to, and still do, explore and figure out who I am and what it is I think and believe. I wouldn't worry too much about it because it's practically essential in today's world. If not essential then at least it is helpful. Have a great day!
Taylor you are great. I am so glad you joined the show. You bring a different perspective to it, and I love it! Don't worry about the haters. There will be plenty of them in your life on and off the air, just keep on livin!
What happened when "Rachel" and "Ross" went out on their date together??
Hey Chick,
I find that when people make a point to be negitive about someone they don't actually know it's because they don't like themselves very much. They express their negative feelings by directing them at someone else, because it's easier than taking it out on themselves. Take pitty on those who are harsh and pray for them. They need it!
i love listening to the morning show. like everyone say, don't worry about the haters. they just want to hate in order to make them feel better about themselves.
you should update more. i feel like i can relate to you whenever i read your blog.
i try to listen to you every morning, but it's hard since school's out now. i set my alarm (yes, i'm a dork =P) just to listen to the morning show, but since i continue to lay in bed, i tend to go back to sleep again, and miss a great show. =( keep up the great work.
p.s. i've always wanted to go down to the studio to watch you guys, but due to transportation prob, i can't. =(
-T
Personally, I don't like or dislike you, Taylor, but, honestly, you do come off shallow and ditzy sometimes. Oh and, sometimes, even a little TOO into yourself.
Just an observation...
any more lesbos action this weekend???
Hate. every. minute. of. you.
Love you
Who cares what everyone else thinks...they are just jealous. You are doing a great job and the show rocks!
Taylor,
I can relate to you more than anyone on the show. It used to be Kelly, but since you have come on you have been that person. You are a beautiful person and you should know it. All these people who say something bad about you probably has something bad to say about everyone and everything. I don't understand why people think that degrading someone is fun or a good thing to do. Keep your head you and don't let these haters get to you.
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