Yesterday I had so many different waves of emotion. I feel like my lack of sleep didn’t do me any favors. I was on the phone yesterday with someone’s assistant and I was responding to an email from a friend. I am quite good at multitasking. I was finishing my thought and wrapping up a phone call at the same time. I hope you can understand my embarrassment when I tell you what happened next. The lady said okay thank you and I followed that with no problem LOVE YOU! I was so embarrassed, I can’t even tell you. As I was writing the email I finished it with “love, Taylor” but my mouth got a head of me and it just came out. That was my laugh out loud moment of the day. Wednesday I talked to Taylor Swanson on the phone for about 20 minutes. She was of course hilarious. We have not hung out in 4 months. I am not going to put all the blame on her for that but I am not going to take most of it either. Anyway, we made plans for Thursday night. We were going to go to dinner at 5:30ish. There are more times than not that she has had to cancel so I tried not to get my hopes up. Talk about weak moments. I always get my hopes up with her. She is great and I love her to death but, at times she can be a little flaky. I know she knows this so I am not going to beat her up about it. As the day went on the more excited I got. It was about 2pm when I called her to see where she wanted to meet. She didn’t answer. At about 3:15pm she called me back and…she cancelled. I was kind of upset but I have learned with her that there is no point in going on and on about me being upset. It is best to just drop it because she knows I am with out me saying it. She asked what I was doing tonight and I said I would love to re-schedule. I guess we will see what happens but as of now I am excited. I hate that I get such high hopes with her.
posted by Taylor at 12:44 PM
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Taylor hearing you on the show sometimes it seems that ur a dumb blonde type of chick. But today since my friend bailed out on me im stuck at home on a friday night and decided to check ur page out. Wow i must say that ur reaaaly pretty and i think u should keep the brunette hair. Also u seem to be real like the averege girl whose learning about herself everyday. You seem like a really kool down to earth person. Im excited that u got to meet adam brody! It would be soo kool if u guys got togheter! Also can u tell JC dat he is really hot!
Oh, Taylor seriously? We could be best friends. These blogs, your feelings and sentiment. are you my sister?
It's weird, I hear you on the radio and think about how we would totally hang out.
i love you taylor you are so sweet and love hearing you on the radio in the morning when i am getting ready for school. i hate missing it so i wake up early just to hear whats been going on. you always brighten up my day.
love you anonymous
I love reading your blog, Taylor! I know that feeling when a friend that's so dear to you bails on you. especially when you haven't seen her in 4 months. I know the feeling when you get your hope up, and then, get disappointed in the end. It gets to the point where you get tired of waiting, yet you still wait.
Btw, it's so wrong when so many people judge you before they even know you. In the end, it seems like a lot of people can relate to you. I love reading your blog cause I can relate so much to your situation.
p.s. it's funny how you accidentally said Love You to the lady. I would be embarrassed, but such a great laugh.^_^
-T
You need to drop her as a friend. Sounds to me that she is extremely selfish. I love to hear you on the show. I think you do such a great job!!!
I have a friend who is JUST like that! We could go months without talking. I learned to never really expect her to go through with her plans to hang out. I never make the plans so I never feel foolish. She is now sitting in jail and im amazed how bad I feel for her. If she had just hang out with ME more and not hung around losers she barely knew, she probably wouldnt be sitting in a cell. I wouldnt take it too personally, I never have...life is too short to worry over why someone wont make time for you.
Hey Taylor! This is my first time to respond to your blog. I just wanted to tell you that I really enjoy listening to you on the show. They give you a hard time because you make it easy for them. They mean no harm. I am easy to pick on too. I love you and I love the show. You all seem to have such great chemistry! Don't listen to the haters out there girl. They're just jealous. Keep doing what you do girl! Have a wonderful week!!
Hey Taylor, I've been listening to the show for a lil while now and thought you had the cutest voice so I had to find some pictures of you. (You're cuter than I imagined) I was listening during the "smart-off" and although it was a tad unfair, I'm happy you held your end of the bargain and dyed your hair....Just so you know, you look much better as a brunette. Oh and don't worry about your friend, I'm 24 and every year I fade a little more from my friends...I think it just happens. You seem like a cool girl, best of luck with everything!
PS- Leave the hair dark please??
I have been listening to the show for awhile now heard the other day you were getting your hair colored. This is my first time to check out the website. As a blonde you are 9. As a brunette you are a 7. I hope to see you soon with those blonde locks. Keep up the good work.
Taylor, I just want to say that I LOVE you on the show and your hair is beautiful!
hey taylor... just wanted to tell you that i think you are "awesome" i love the brown hair.. too cute! anywho on to your blog... i know she is your friend.. but you give her the upper hand when you let her plan your dates just to cancel (think of a relationship w/ a boy) your awesome and im sure you have plenty of other friends.. but what you really need to consider is simply this: would it hurt more to lose her as a friend or continue to allow her to make your dates, allow you to get your hopes all high-- then no show or cancel last minute! good luck
Taylor,
I'm curious if your friend decided to get married or not? I'm an avid listener, but I've not heard the subject come up in a while. Let us know! Thanks ~
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