Yesterday couldn’t have been gloomier. It seemed oddly appropriate after what has happened at Virginia Tech. I was so down yesterday so right after the show I hurried back to my apt. and with my jeans still on jumped into my bed. I have the most comfortable bed on the planet. I know that’s a pretty bold statement but I just love it so much. It was not but 5 minutes later I was asleep. I had some work to do back at the studio but not until 2 so my phone was off and from 11-1:40 I was dreaming. I had the strangest dream and I can’t get it out of my head. I was running from a killer (hmmm) and decided to stay at my friend Tucker’s parents place. They in my dream lived at an assisted living/ exotic pet farm. There was this Ostrich and then it turned into a balloon with a chicken trying to bite it. It was some weird LSD( esque) dream. I was leaving work when a friend (Britney) called me and sounded a little upset. I asked her what was wrong and she asked me a question that in no way do I think I should answer. She is getting married in a only a few short weeks and it’s a huge wedding she really just went all out. She has cold feet now and doesn’t know if she should marry (Brent). She said save me what do I need to do. Okay first of all I am going to support my friend but I am not touching that question with a 10 ft. pole. I know she loves him and he is head over heels for her but she is only 24 and thinks she might have made a bad decision. We are going to dinner this weekend to talk about it but I don’t know what else to tell her except please don’t make a hasty decision and make sure she knows what she is doing. I don’t believe in marriage okay let me rephrase that. I do believe in it but I think it is such a serious commitment that young adults should wait or at least not make a quick decision. Where I am at in my life right now I am partial to strong bonds and long committed relationships with a bf or gf. I don’t think I am the one to talk to about this, although I won’t sway her opinion either way because it is clearly not my place. I did tell her the dating scene right now is not the greatest in case she was thinking of trying something new. She is smart and beautiful so I am confident she will make the right decision for her. Drama! I am happy to say for once it is not mine. One last thing I LOVE SANJAYA and I am not trying to be funny or mock him. I feel bad for him and think he is a sweet boy who doesn’t deserve to have people boo him at a sporting event when he is on the jumbo screen. Yes I did vote for him last night. My thoughts and prayers will continue to go to the victims and their families for the tragedy at VT.

LOVE,
Tay