This weekend was filled with new friends, loud music, patio weather, and little sleep. On Friday I talked to an old friend who I haven’t seen since November and he is one of my few guy friends that is only a friend. Hmmm I never thought that was possible until this past year. I guess it had a lot to do with Jessie and him not being okay with guy friends so it’s a relatively new concept to me. Anyway not to side track my point is after calling him he said he was in Kansas and would be back on Sunday afternoon. I asked if he had a ride from the airport he said no, so I offered. He was really surprised and said what’s up with the generosity and then it hit me. I have been a selfish friend and that really hurts my heart. I hate that I have let myself become so self involved to the point that offering a ride was a huge deal to him. I thought about this a lot yesterday and decided I am going to work much harder at not getting wrapped up in my own little world that I become completely self centered. In efforts to really change I called my old bff A-L and left her a message. I told her I would love to work on our friendship and put more into it. She is a teacher and cheerleading coach so our schedules are very different but we can’t let that be the reason we lose touch. She and I were closer when I lived in Cali and Austin so it would be sad not to be more involved now that we are in the same city. Friday night I went to this great sale at a store called Gender in West Village. I bought some Meltin Pot jeans that were reg. 290 but marked down to 70 okay how much does that rock? Saturday was family day because Tanner was in town from Tech so Tanner, Brit (his gf) myself, mom and dad all headed to Arlington to watch Tyler play baseball. I can tell it’s going to be a long season. I love getting to be a part of his life and all of us spending time together. Saturday night can be summed up with a short story. After club Clear we headed back to my friends where we made frozen pizzas. I was in the middle of cooking one that wasn’t done but it didn’t matter apparently because the next thing I know it was out of the oven and in the stomachs of my drunken guy friends. The girls and I fell over laughing at how dumb they can be.