Today yet again I am a target for caddy claws (not saying I haven’t done my share of clawing but I had good reasoning not just out of no where) so when Amanda a new comer walks in the loft as our big twist and the first words out of her mouth were not hey guys, but Taylor I’m your match watch out or something like that. HAHA seriously not a great first impression. I will not let you come in and start the accusations like you have been here or push my buttons so that I fall off my game and not continue being myself. I have been true so for her to put up a false front was tacky. Alma is gone its best in my opinion she didn’t want to be here anyway and I thought it was fair after her violent outburst she leave. I am enjoying every minute and what a fun experience this has been I mean I have rapped done stand up and today karaoke at Luby's LOL bring it these are a great outlets for creativity and very challenging Tuesday morning we are having our duets aired and although mine sounds like kidz BOP I still pumped my fist down on bended knee and gave my all. After our 7pm show we got to chat with everyone online and I loved it the good and bad but it was nice to have a connection with people who have been following they had such support and they are becoming passionate I really felt so great to know that there are people who enjoy what I like to call ME. I also got to read the message board and it wasn’t just the positive that I read but the neg. I took that as not everyone will like me and as advice. I love the fans and I can’t wait to see how this will all turn out. Please keep posting and chatting I promise I am listening.